Walking across the rubble I started to feel the happiness of victory fade. With victory comes a price. I wondered how many had died here as I stepped on chunks of the stone. I could see Eve over ahead with the rest of the group. I wanted to talk to her but I couldn’t. She didn’t want to talk to me anyways. I lifted up a slab of rock to reveal a dead body underneath. I would have felt sorry but the rogue in me told me not to feel that way. Would I always be battling this side of me? I shook my head and lifted the body up into the sun. I then stood up and started walking away knowing there was nothing else I could do.
I started thinking about Eliza as well. No matter how she acted or what she did she was the one who made me like this. Even dead we were still connected…I hated it. I wanted nothing to do with her anymore. She betrayed me more than anyone could. We were supposed to be together but then I found out what she truly was underneath; a true monster. I closed my eyes wishing I could just wake up and this all would be a dream. The war was one but the problem was still there. No matter what happened I would be a rogue for the rest of my life. There’s no replay button to fix it. I heard the crunch of burnt grass and looked to my left as a small child and what I was guessing her grandmother walked out of the woods. I wasn’t surprised to find that not everyone at the society had fought, but it wasn’t my place to judge. I looked back over towards the group and saw guards surrounding them. I jogged over to them but was stopped by two men in armor.
“He’s one of them!” the one on the left yelled up and I hissed at them as they raised their spears at me.
“I wouldn’t do anything rash if I was you.” I growled but one of them stepped a little closer making a big mistake. I grabbed the spear and pulled forward and having the guy in a head lock and I started to twist before the other guy tackled me to the ground. I could hear yell out for them to stop and a few punches later they did. I laid on the ground even more swore then before. I saw a shape stand over me but I couldn’t tell who they were because the sun was so bright. I saw them reach down a hand and then realized it was my mother. I was hesitant in taking it and just ended up scooting away and then standing up. I could now see the sadness in her face as she saw what her son was and on top of that, what her home had become.
“My queen he’s one of them.” The man who tackled me said flatly
“He is also my son….” She said quietly “Go help find the others and help the wounded…there is much to be done.”
“What about Lucas and Zoe?”
“We will decide their fate in a little while, for now take them all to my chamber so we can talk.”
They hesitated before leaving her with me but then bowed and led the rest of the group away. I caught Eve’s gaze for a second but she then looked away and continued walking. After they disappeared out of sight I felt a hard slap to the cheek. I looked up at my mom in shock.
“Are you really one of them?”
“I’m not on their side.” I replied standing back up
“Your father told me you were….”
I scoffed “and you believed him?”
She looked down “I’m sorry it’s just….you two are so much alike.”
“and how in hell would you know that? You barley know me.”
“I know…I’m sorry but I did what was best for you and my people.”
“No,” I said flatly “You just did it for you and your people.”
“They would have killed you if I kept you.”
“Well it’s a good thing I know that now huh?” I asked
“Clement please…I don’t want us to be like this.”
“Well sorry to say I don’t give a shit about our relationship anymore. Tell me mother, what are you playing at? I’m your son one minute and then a monster the next.”
“You have always been my son….”
“A son who’s a demon?”
“….It’s not like I can just change everything I believe in Clement! I love you more than anything but I do not trust you!”
I sighed “Well thank you for making it clear now between us.”
“Clement don’t you walk away from me!” she yelled as I started to turn away and walk off
“What do you want?!” I yelled “There is nothing left to say!”
“There is still so much to say.”
“Things I don’t care in hearing. I believe we are done and now if you don’t mind do tell the others I’ll be waiting to leave.” I said before I disappeared over to the cars.
As I waited for everyone I looked over when I saw a dark blur and unsheathed my “new” sword. I growled and I heard whatever it was growl back. The next second I was on the ground with big red eyes staring down at me. I laughed “Good to finally see you boy.” I said as he licked my face. It was so good to see this mutt after so long and after what has happened. I rubbed his head as he barked happily in reply; he was just as happy to see me too.
“Amazing how he doesn’t rip your neck out right now,” I heard a chuckle and shot up and froze “Then again you and Cerberus have always had a strong bond with each other. Have it be any other rogue or hellhound the rogue would be dead in an instant.”
My father hadn’t changed one bit since I last saw him; same silver hair (except a little shorter now), same blood red eyes, same everything.
“What are you doing here?” I asked trying to keep calm as Cerberus growled at him
“Can’t a father come see his son?” He laughed
“No.” I said flatly
“Oh come on Clement don’t be like that, we are family after all.”
“We are not family.”
“Oh you may think that now but there is always the chance of you changing your mind later.”
“I doubt it.”
He sighed “Well then, I guess I should leave without telling you my little secret.”
I stared after him as he started to walk away. I knew what he was doing yet I couldn’t yep but wonder…“You might as well tell me old man.”
He looked back and smiled “I have a theory…” He said as he walked back over to me and I rose up my sword and he stopped.
“What kind of theory?” I asked hesitantly
“Well I have two but I’ll just say the one for now. There’s another way out Clement.”
I looked at him confused and then the realization of what he meant hit me “You’re lying.”
“Am I?”
“How then?”
“There’s been rumors going around, some saying one thing and others saying different but all lead to the same thing….a cure.”
“How do I get it?”
“No one knows, but I know someone who might….her name is Janet.”
“Where can I find her?”
He laughed “You don’t find her she finds you. Even if you tried you’d be looking for years, I can try to get word around so she knows about you but it will take some time.”
“Why are you telling me this?” I asked “It’s got to be more to this.”
He shrugged his shoulders “Nothing at all, I just want to see my son happy for once.” I felt his hand on my shoulder then and I tensed “I’m sorry I was never the father you wanted….but we’re family no matter what you think. I only hope you and Layla one day will be able to forgive me for what I did to you two.”
I was shocked at his words. I expected him to give a menacing threat like the Than I knew, but no…this had to be some kind of trick, it had to be. I froze again when he hugged me, I pushed him away quickly and just stared at him. He just nodded though “I understand, it’s going to take time, but one more thing before I go; don’t be so hard on your mother….she did come for you once, any different is a lie. She came when you were two, but I told her that she couldn’t take you with her because of our different worlds….she cares about you Clement, don’t push her away. You need her more than you think.”
And with that he disappeared and Cerberus and I were alone again. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t react whatsoever to what I had heard just now. I couldn’t scream, I couldn’t cry…nothing. Then it all burst out and I ended up breaking one of the car windows.
“Shit.” I cursed as I opened the car door and wiped the glass out of the front seat. I tried to calm myself down again but after what my father said it was hard. I should be happy, excited even; I didn’t have to be a rogue yet Than said it would take time…how long? Days? Months? Years? I shook my head.
He’s lying to you….a voice said You can’t trust him
What choice do I have right now?
You always have a choice….
I sighed; maybe my sister was right during the battle. I did have a choice, but my choice was for the best no matter what others thought. Maybe I was a traitor but I was only a traitor in others eyes, in my own I was just trying to do the right thing. If I was a traitor then I was happy to be one if it meant doing the right thing. If betraying your friends to save a life was wrong then I was fine with being the bad guy. I saw the others coming over and they stopped when they saw the car.
“What did you do?” Malcolm asked
I looked at him and then at the car and shrugged “It needs better windows anyway.”
Malcolm sighed “Luke and Zoe got off on their punishment in case you want to know.”
“Which I don’t.”
“Well you can drive that car then because I’m not sitting on glass.”
“I brushed it off but ok.”
“Yah I’m sure you did.” He scoffed
I shook my head “Whatever are we leaving or not?”
“Yah….I need to take Abri home….”
Eve nodded and hugged Malcolm and Abri and said their goodbyes before they got into the other car. Malcolm rolled down the driver’s window when I walked over and knocked on it “Don’t think any of this changes anything between us. I still hate you.”
He smiled “Yah and your still the same prick as always.”
I hit the top of the car and they then drove off. I knew I would probably see them again soon. I turned around to find Eve petting Cerberus. “Ready to go home?”
She nodded and started walking towards the car before I grabbed her hand “Hey….you know what I did was for the best?”
“How can betraying all of us be for the best?”
“Because if I didn’t they would have killed you and Orchid. If he had been only threatening me it would have been different but Eve I care about you too much to risk your life.”
“You did by saying yes, you were supposed to kill me!” she said her voice raising a little higher
“I told you I would never hurt you….I know I have but not on purpose you know that Evelynn. Why can’t you see that I would give up everything for you?”
“That’s what I’m worried about….” She said softly
“Eve I love you more then anything. Without you I am nothing, I was just another one of my father’s pawns before I met you. Eve I can’t make you forgive me but I just want you to know that you are the very air I breath. I would die before having to kill you….”
Tears started coming to her eyes “You say these things that just make it all worse.”
“Make what worse? Eve I know we’ve done some things that we regret but it doesn’t mean we can’t be together. I’ll try my hardest to stay under control I promise. I don’t want to lose you again.”
“I don’t want to lose you either.” She said as I wiped the tears from her eyes. She also started laughing when she saw that I was starting to cry to “I’m sorry.” She said as I hugged her tightly
“Don’t be. I should be the one who’s sorry.” I said as I leaned down and tenderly kissed her soft sweet lips. I then broke the kiss and just held her in my arms.
The worries of the world seem to all fade away as I finally had my other half. I couldn’t imagine life without Evelynn anymore. I used to think that I could go on but the truth was I couldn’t and now I didn’t have to. It might take time to mend everything between us but we would make it work.
She pulled away from me and smiled up at me “Don’t think that everything is alright now I’m still a little mad at you.”
I smirked “I can deal with that.”
I kept my head down as I walked through the broken halls of what was still standing. We had won the war yet I still felt as if it still wasn’t over. Ann had let Zoe and I off on our punishment due to the fact they needed demon hunters. I stopped when I came to Gemma’s room and was overcome with sadness; Victory come with a price. I had lost my sister to the rogue that she is now. Feeling my throat tighten at the thought of her I walked quickly away and headed to my room which hadn’t changed since I left. I walked over to my dresser where I grabbed my iPod and put in the earphones. As the music blared I closed my eyes.
Come back to us Luke….a raspy voice said in my head and my eyes flew open and I took out the earphones.
You thought that I would just go away after this was all over? Lucifer laughed Think again Luke
“Just leave me alone.” I muttered
Everyone misses you so much down here….and you weren’t even close to being in the worst part of it. You were more like in hell’s spa if I might say. Oh yes there are much worse places down here…would you like to see?
Before I could push him out of my head I was surrounded by darkness and I could hear screaming below and the smell of blood. I didn’t want to look down in fear of seeing what was happening.
“Help me!!!!” a voice yelled “Please!!! Somebody help me!!!”
I then heard him scream a bloodcurdling scream and then silence. I could see all kinds of torture devices now as I was suddenly down there. I looked away quickly and felt like I was going to throw up (and I had a pretty strong stomach most of the time). The man’s body….it was…everywhere. The next moment I was on a cliff and below be was literally an ocean of fire. More people scream as they tried to swim to shore but the creatures would snap at them if they tried. I heard a laugh behind me “and this is not even all of it.” Lucifer smirked “I’m still surprised how you beat me in my own game. No matter though, I know it won’t happen again….and until then-”
I fell back as his foot kicked me hard in the chest and I fell over and grabbed the ledge before I could fall any further.
“Annoying.” Lucifer said before he stepped on my figures making me let go and fall towards the fire and screaming.
“Luke?” I heard someone say as my eyes flew open and I hit the wall. My heart was beating fifty miles an hour and I was sweating. I was surprised I was still standing….The visions of the screaming, the blood, the creatures, and the guts terrified me. Zoe looked concerned as she crouched down as I sighed and slide on the wall.
“What happened?” she asked me
I shook my head “It’s nothing….just a lot on my mind that’s all.”
She knew I wasn’t going to tell her what I saw. I didn’t want to, what I saw…just thinking about it was too much. The screaming kept on replaying in my head but I tried not to show how I was feeling at that moment.
“Hey,” she smiled changing the subject “be happy; you’re a free man!”
“Yah….and you’re not an exile either.” I managed to smile back
“So what now Mr. Reed?” Zoe asked smirking
I sighed “I guess I’ll be leaving in a few hours.”
She gave me a confused look “Wait…what? Luke they aren’t going to kill you, you can stay. This is your home.”
I shook my head “It’s never been my home Zoe. My home is with Gemma, Zo I have to go find her.”
“Luke…”
“Please Zo…I have to do this.”
We were silent for a few moments. I could hear the birds chirp outside. I would stay and help rebuild with the rest of the people but I had to find Gemma first. Zoe had to understand that. “I’m coming with you then.”
“Zo I….”
“You’re not leaving me behind this time.” She argued
I laughed “Well if you would have let me finish then you would have known….that I wouldn’t have it any other way. I loathe you Zoe.” I said with a smirk and I took her hand in my own “I love you.” and leaned forward and kissed her lightly on the lips.
She pulled back and laughed “I love you too.”
We both stood up with our hands intertwined in the other’s. With a victory comes a price, but you just have to see what you still have to be able to get through it. You have to remember the happy memories to be able to get through tough times…and if you do that…everything will be ok in the end. Until then….there was still a lot to do. Ready or not Gemma….here I come.X




