I knew Malcolm would be mad at me for going to find Clement. I don't care what he thinks though. Who says he has to know anyways? He was called away to the Queen's chamber anyways. I was tired of being told what to do, where to go, how to do things. It's all I hear about! I wasn't going to let Clement get away with what he said to me. I needed to know why he's been changing so much,I needed to know what he thought of me.... I wasn't going to live with this wondering any more.
I found Clement walking back and forth in his room. I almost expected Eliza to be with him. She had seemed to disapear though. Clement must have heard me walk in. "Go away Eve." He growled
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"I want to know why you almost killed Bresal." I said ignoring his comment
"It's none of your business Eve." he replied shortly
"Well I'm making it mine! Why do you have to get so angry?"
"God Dammit Eve. Why don't you mind your own business for once?" He yelled at me, his eyes beginning to change color
I stood my ground "Because I want to know what happened to the old Clement! The Clement I now remember!"
"He was supposed to stay forgotten too." he mumbled
I ran my hand through my hair "What do you want from me Clement? Do you want me to get on my hands and knees and beg forginess? Because I'm not going to do that! I'm done with you wanting to be with me one minute then the next minute you want to throw me against a wall!"
Clement glared at me and walked towards me "Eve," He began "All the begging in the world could never make me forgive you! You are a selfish, bratty, and stupid girl! Who needs to learn to keep her nose out of other peoples business." His eyes were becoming more red
I could feel tear in my eyes "Did you ever wonder why I chose to forget? Do you ever think about anyone other than yourself?"
Clement slammed his fist on the wall, inches above my head "Dammit Eve."
I tried to push him away from me. He grabbed both my wrist and stared at me. "Clement let go, you're hurting me." he didn't go, his grip slowly becoming tighter "Clement! I yelled
He still didn't let go. I could feel tears streaming down my face. The monster was back. Old Clement was gone. As his grip became tighter I heard someone walk through the door. "Let her go now." It was Michael
Clement ignored him, or didn't hear him. Michael placed a hand on his shoulder. Clement then released my wrist and looked at Michael. "Come with me Evelynn." Michael ordered. I didn't protest. I rubbed my sore wrist and looked back at Clement, he hadn't moved from his place.
"That was irrisponsible Evelynn." Michael said as we walked
I nodded "I know. I just had to know."
Michael lead me to my room. "I advice you to stay away from him for awhile."
"I wasn't planning on it." I replied
"Let me see your wrist." He said
I extended my arms, my wrist were already begining to turn a dark shade of purple. "This will only hurt a little." He placed his palms above my wrist and closed his eyes. A gold colored mist surrounded my wrist. I staired in amazement as my swollen wrist began to return to normal. I didn't even notice the pain.
When he finished he moved his hand and opened his eyes. "Thanks." I said still in shock
"You're welcome." he replied begining to leave my room
"Wait!" I yelled
He stopped and looked back at me arching his brow "How is Gemma?" I knew she hadn't been improving
A sad look showed on his usually unemotionless face "Not good. She's weak, and Lucifer is strong. My brother's and I are trying the best we can."
I nodded solemnly
Michael then left, leaving me alone in my room. I sighed and sat on my bed, I looked at my wrist once again, the marks were gone, but mentally they were still there. I couldn't believe Clement would have done that to me. He has become a monster. I now knew how he truly felt of me. I knew I couldn't tell Malcolm what happened. He'd probably try and kill Clement.
I sat for awhile and stared at a small calender on the wall. School would be starting in three days. How would I ever explain to my parent's why I wouldn't be returning? I don't even know if I'll talk to my parent's again. When ever I asked to call, I was told no. I wondered if my parent's were thinking of me at all. Tears began to stream down my face. I had to get out of here for awhile.~
I walked to the large stable the Society had. I had never been in there before. At least twenty horses or more turned their heads towards me. It reminded me of being home. I walked towards a large bay horse. It put it's large brown head towards my chest, it's dark brown eyes looking at me happily. I tangled my fingers in it's dark mane and inhailed deeply. Horses always seemed to comfort me, even in the worst of times. I sometimes wished I could just stay around horses all the time. Horses don't judge, don't tell you what to do, and love you no matter what. The horse rubbed it's large head against me again. I really missed Glory and Gold right now. I pray I'll see them soon.
"I could just leave." I whispered~
Abrianna:

"Concentrate Abri." Raphael said as we stood beside Gemma's bed
"I'm trying." I replied. We had been at this for hours now. My head felt like it was going to explode.
Raphael sighed "Go take a break Abri. I've worked you too much."
I looked at Gemma and frowned. The poor girl hadn't improved. I was worried she wouldn't make it. Even with the archangels help she was barely holding on. I turned and walked out of the hospital wing. Being here makes me depressed.
I walked down one of the halls. I looked at the many paintings on the wall that I had come very familiar with. One picture specifically would always catch my eye every time I walked by. It was an oil painting with a two small children, one boy and one girl both with bright blonde hair, running happily through tall grass. My stomach would always tighten up when I walked by.
I can give you it back a voice said in my head that wasn't my own or Raphael's.
Give me what back?Who are you? And how are you in my head? I asked
That doesn't matter. What does matter is that I can give you the chance of being a mother again.
How?
I have my ways, but first you have to make me a deal.
I knew I should force this voice out of my head but I continued What kind of deal?
He chuckled Kill Evelynn.
I jumped and gasped. A few people passing by gave me quizzical looks but continued walking. I would never! Get out of my head!
Oh Abrianna, don't you want to know what it feels like being a mother, being able to watch your child grow up with you. To see it's bright shining face every day.
I wiped a tear from my cheek. No, you can't do that. It's impossible.
But it is Abrianna. You just need to release me.
My eyes widened as I realized who was speaking to me Lucifer...
Yes child, now do we have a deal?
No! Get out of my head now!
The last thing I heard was him chuckle. I could sense he was gone now. I stood and stared at the picture for awhile. What in the world just happened? Did I seriously just have a conversation with the devil himself? I felt a hand on my shoulder and jumped. I turned and saw Malcolm looking at me.
"You okay Abri?" He asked "I didn't mean to scare you."
I ran a hand through my hair "Oh I'm fine, I just wasn't expecting you." I said smiling
He grinned "I came to find you, Layla's back and she has some interesting news.~

I feel so bad for Abri :( Por Eve to
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